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Origins

by Emissary

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1.
Moments 03:51
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If I could stop one heart from breaking The end of my life wouldn't be in vain Just give me your hand and I can show you how How to hide from this falling rain Our hearts asks for pleasure first An excuse from the pain, we’re both the same This is my fight My debt to hold alone I wouldn't want to have it any other way. I couldn’t drag you down to my lvl... I'd be afraid I couldn't love you anymore. I'd be afraid of seeing too much of myself... As the mirror cracks, and the truth comes through I can’t bear to show you the truth... Give me a minute. just a moment to clear my head I need to get my thoughts in order Silence the voices before they spread But it lingers still.. just under the surface Only to remind us that true love it can’t be lost To live your life in fear is to live the worst all over again My mask is cracking and i'm losing faith I’m afraid to show you my face I need a chance to fix myself for you But it lingers still.. just under the surface Only to remind us that true love it can’t be lost
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Pressure 03:42
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I’ve never been left so cold needing someone to touch I’m grasping for your warmth Is it wrong in the moment not to feel a thing This thread is thinning and the boards have snapped. THE BOARDS HAVE SNAPPED I'm all alone on the open sea 40’ waves and they’re crushing me You hear the pain in my voice You see the shortness of breath Who can you turn to when there’s nothing left? Oh you thought we were close? But you’ll never understand the impact that you’ve had on me I lived my whole life in your shadow trying to be person you wanted me to be Now you’re gone and I’m left alone fighting off the vastness of this empty sea How can I feel nothing? What the fuck is wrong with me? I'm all alone on the open sea 40’ waves and they’re crushing me You hear the pain in my voice You see the shortness of breath Who can you turn to when there’s nothing left? Can you feel the pressure? Let the waves take you in Can you feel the pressure? Release the Kraken Let the waves take you in Release the Kraken And I'm left wondering, why no one ever wants to stay I leave you wondering why it's gotta be this Way (ah ah ah ah) It’s overwhelming me, and that’s why I’ve gone astray Gone astray I'm all alone on the open sea 40’ waves and they’re crushing me you hear the pain in my voice you see the shortness of breath Who can you turn to when there’s nothing left?
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Clarity 03:35
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And I can’t hide this heavy burden anymore My fears collide as my body collapses to the floor I’m breaking free, please take this pain away When will you see, I’m not meant to be this way The loss of sleep has taken toll Weeks upon weeks I’ve been thrown upon this debt You know I couldn’t make this without you You really are the reason I’m here And I can't imagine my life without you I know this took forever, but now that my head is clear Those moments we spent together, you really are the reason I’m here You know I couldn’t make this without you You really are the reason I’m here And I can't imagine my life without you I know this took forever, but now that my head is clear Those moments we spent together, you really are the reason I’m here It’s by your light I am where I’m at today Now I can light my own way You know I couldn’t make this without you You really are the reason I’m here And I can't imagine my life without you I know this took forever, but now my head is clear Those moments we spent together, you really are the reason I’m here
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Rest Easy 03:28
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You’ve been chosen We are the chosen ones We’ve left our words here in the sand No, they won’t last long here. take care to read them the tides are rolling in I know you’re tired It's my turn to hold the flame Please rest easy my friend You've been down a long and weary road You’re tired and worn out It won’t be long now until you’re taken home Rest easy my friend You've been down a long and weary road You’re tired and worn out It won’t be long now we’re here to take you home no more fear of silence, I promise you You've done your job, now it's time for you to find your peace You'll find no guilt, you'll find no pity, not from me Silence inside you, what you've only felt in dreams It’s a hidden battle only you understand You’ve done your job now it’s time for you to let it go Please rest easy my friend You've been down a long and weary road You’re tired and worn out It won’t be long now until you’re taken home Rest easy my friend You've been down a long and weary road You’re tired and worn out It won’t be long now we’re here to take you home
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Divided 03:54
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The writing on the walls Wasn’t deep enough for you now For you taste nothing's ever good enough Caught in understanding With the light to guide you through With the meaningless of causes just to take a stand This time we look out for ourselves And pray we don’t fall down Pray we don’t fall down Pray we don’t fall down The writing on the walls Wasn’t deep enough for you now It wasn’t deep enough Break these walls Why won’t you understand? When the rain comes falling down It will wash away your work I’m done following my conscience Calling out upon deaf ears I couldn’t find you in my darkest hour I’m all alone, and I always will be This time we look out for ourselves And pray we don’t fall down Pray we don’t fall down Pray we don’t fall down I can do this on my own I can do this on my own
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Forgiven 03:22
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Where are you now? I need you, i need you The room starts collapsing the air starts to burn I need you to reach for my hand I need you, I need you Are you the one that i have been searching for Someone to pull me through this darkness Will I ever find a place in your heart? I was never made to fight this on my own All I ask of you is to make your heart my home Why can’t i breathe without you? How can I escape? All these memories are fake Lost in my head without you I was never made to fight this on my own All I ask of you is to be there when I fall Be there when I fall I’ve lost my way, and I’m losing you tonight I have just found my greatest fear It’s fighting the silence when you’re not here What can I say to bring you back? All of these memories they are just knives in my back You’ve been taken from me I would give anything Anything to break this silence All I’m left is your defiance I’ve lost my way and I’m losing you tonight I have just found my greatest fear Fighting the silence when you’re not here I can’t forgive myself tonight No I’ve lost you the only part I liked... of me
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Resolution 04:27
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It's in the words I couldn’t say It’s in the way you walked away (you walked away) Piecing back together the parts of me The parts of me you’ve stolen I would have graciously given away There’s not much of me left today (left of me today) In the absence of inspiration You found me, drew me in so close I let my guard down for you I let you in… I did my best to love you You had your lifelong dreams but I Let my arrogance come first My dreams will be the death of me It’s in the words I couldn’t say It’s in the way you walked away Piecing back together the parts of me It's in the words I couldn’t say It’s in the way you walked away (you walked away) Piecing back together the parts of me The part of me you’ve stolen I would have graciously given away There’s not much of me left today (left of me today) I'm accepting the fact every day you've found your one and it wasn't me (it wasn’t me) It’s not me Every December, an anxious reminder What we had was perfect, if only just for me These walls I built too high Brace yourself, they’re falling down this time I can’t be everything you need of me I’m over asking myself why I choose to stay I’m putting this behind me, and I’m moving on today
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Breathe 03:14
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I was given a shot, I couldn’t take it Excuses pouring from my bones You were everything I thought I could be Yet always pointing out the worst side of me I’m lost alone inside Only given enough to hold on to You left me cold, and begging for more My last memory is you walking out that door Are you mad at me?! Just take a second to breathe Please don't get offended when I get up and leave You could have given me Something back in return All i needed was my voice to be heard I know you needed me, and i let you down I let you down I never got the chance to deal with The bull shit you left FUCK!! Are you mad at me?! Just take a second to breathe Please don't get offended when I get up and leave All I wanted was my voice to be heard Im crying out for the last time My my words are worthless I blame myself for speaking up I knew I should have stayed Quiet I didn't know a few simple words Would push you out of my life forever Are you mad at me?! Just take a second to breathe Please don't feel offended when I get up and leave
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The Promise 04:07
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Remind me, again why I am doing this for you I'm not, hiding I am just buying some time for us I’m sorry for bringing up this old shit again It’s in the (subtleties of words unspoken) I promised myself that I would leave it be Now I’m holding on to what’s left of me You were my world Almost too pure Always there But never together All this time fighting through your silence Left in the dark, thought our love was timeless I need this, why don't you need this? What if I fuck up and lose you tonight? Does it even fucking matter Now that we've brought it to this point I'm losing sight of what was supposed to be I’m sick of the lies, that you force fed me Back the fuck up and just let me breathe I hope he gives you more than what you found in me What you found in me We could have found another timeline Sitting by your side with your hand in mine Your hand in mine Remind me, again Why I am doing this for you I'm not, hiding I am just buying some time for us I’m sorry for bringing up this old shit again It’s in the (subtleties of words unspoken) I promised myself that I would leave it be Now I’m holding on to what’s left of me
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Haunted 03:58
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Every time I see those eyes It’s way too much for you to ask of me For me to move on past your apathy This can’t be saved, you know it’s true You might as well tell me I am dead to you All I ever wanted was for me to be perfect for you Heavy is my heart now that I’ve carried you on for so long Lost in a time that told me you could do no wrong. Tell me I’m not breathing Tell me I’m a lie Give me one good reason And I’ll get up, and end this life I’m like a walking ghost Only to haunt my life without you To be reliving this, that’s forever stuck inside my lonely mind In my Head Heavy is my heart now that I’ve carried you on for so long Lost in a time that told me you could do no wrong. I have lost myself (I’ve lost myself) Given everything away i don’t know who i am I have lost myself

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released September 18, 2018

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